My Future

haha this is my second post :) oke such as the tittle yap,I would to tell you about my future hehe wanna know about it? oke read this until done! I want to be a Police Woman,do you know police woman?! yap people who always handle important cases,such as murder,robbery,rape and others ;p hahaha but I also want to be a detective,might If I couldn't become a Police woman or lady cop ha-ha I would become a great and famous detective,amin. I want to be like Conan Edogawa or Jupiter Jones. Tau gak Jupiter Jones? hem dia itu punya group detective yang namanya........kebetulan gue lupa hm dengan 2 orang temannya yaitu Pete Crenshaw and Bob Andrews ;) mereka punya kelebihan masing2 ini dia:
Jupiter Jones: punya kemampuan deduktif dan ingatan yang sangat kuat
Pete Crenshaw: atletis dan jago olahraga (sedikit gk nyambung sama detektif,tp ini yg bisa gue simpulin)
Bob Andrews: cerdas dan banyak akal
pengen banget deh lo semua jadi kayak mereka?! apalagi gue? tapi sayangnya itu hanya di komik,lo harus baca komik Alfred Hitcock,seruuu!!!! tapi gue pengen jadi polwan juga hm apalagi kalo dibagian yang nanganin kasus2 gitu,megang pistol aaaaaaaaaaaa gila!!! keren!!! terus dengan gagah perkasa tuh kan ya aduh aduh pengen pengen hihi udah ah lama2 gila gua kayak gini terus bye

wrought up

hello blog happy sunday bytheway (: wish ur day was fine hm oke now I want to tell you 'bout my feeling. I don't know why,my feeling so wrought up,nervous,anxious etc. what's wrong with me? I'm nervous abvt him! what's wrong with him?! where's him now?! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa give me some information huf bye

Give It To Me - Timbaland feat.Nelly Furtado & Justin Timberlake

[Timbaland]
Is it going? Is it going?
Is it going? Is it going?
I don't know.. what you're lookin' for

Oh yea boss
Come on

[Nelly Furtado]
I'm the type of girl to look you dead in the eye-eye
I'm real as it come if you don't know why I'm fly
Seen you tryna switch it up but girl you ain't that dope
I'm a Wonder Woman, let me go get my rope
I'm a supermodel and mami, si mami
Amnesty International got Bangkok to Montauk on lock
love my ass and my abs in the video called "Promiscuous"
My style is ri-dic-dic-diculous, 'diculous, 'diculous

[Nelly + (Justin)]
If you see us in the club, we'll be actin' real nice
If you see us on the floor, you'll be watchin' all night
We ain't here to hurt nobody
(So give it to me, give it to me, give it to me)
Wanna see you work your body
(So give it to me, give it to me, give it to me)

[Timbaland]
When Timbo is in the party, everybody put up they hands
I get a half a mil' for my beats, you get a couple gra-an-and
Never gonna see the day that I ain't got the upper hand
I'm respected from Californ-I-A, way down to Japan
I'm a real producer and you just a piano man
Your songs don't top the charts, I heard 'em, I'm not a fa-an-an
Niggas talkin' greasy, I'm the one that gave them they chance
Somebody need to tell them that they can't do it like I can

[Nelly + (Justin)]
If you see us in the club, we'll be actin' real nice
If you see us on the floor, you'll be watchin' all night
We ain't here to hurt nobody
(So give it to me, give it to me, give it to me)
Wanna see you work your body
(So give it to me, give it to me, give it to me)

[Justin Timberlake]
Could you speak up and stop mu-mumbling, I don't think you came in clear
When you're sittin' on the top, it's hard to hear you from way up here
I saw you tryin' to act cute on TV, "Just let me clear the air..."
We missed you on the charts last week, damn, that's right you wasn't there
If se-sexy never left, then why's everybody on my shi-it-it
Don't hate on me just because you didn't come up with it
So if you see us in the club, go on and walk the other way
Cause our run will never be over, not at least until we say

[Nelly + Justin]
If you see us in the club, we'll be actin' real nice
If you see us on the floor, you'll be watchin' all night
We ain't here to hurt nobody
(So give it to me, give it to me, give it to me)
Wanna see you work your body
(So give it to me, give it to me, give it to me)

[Nelly (Justin)]
Oh.. (Damn, improve)
Oh.. (Damn, improve)
Oh.. (Damn, improve)
Oh.. (Damn, improve)

Oh.. (Damn, improve)
Oh.. (Damn, improve)
Oh.. (Damn, improve)
Oh.. (Damn, improve)

[Nelly + Justin]
... club, we'll be actin' real nice
If you see us on the floor, you'll be watchin' all night
We ain't here to hurt nobody
(So give it to me, give it to me, give it to me)
Wanna see you work your body
(So give it to me, give it to me, give it to me)

If you see us in the club, we'll be actin' real nice
If you see us on the floor, you'll be watchin' all night
We ain't here to hurt nobody
(So give it to me, give it to me, give it to me)
Wanna see you work your body
(So give it to me, give it to me, give it to me)

Give ur love for me rifki ;p

good morning :)

hello bloggie,good morning :) how the hell are you bytheway? not bad rite? hum oke me too :) hehe this morning,I'm gonna tell you about something but................hm anyway what time is it guys? 4:48pm yah? hahah it was so amazing dude,I'm still up. oops sorry I mean suddenly I'm woke up from my sleepwell huh bytheway I was very upset in this morning because I couldn't sleep anymore since I woke up then I tried to calling my boyfie but he didn't woke up okey now I'm online guys fyuh~ anyway gue lagi mau flashback nih,sebenernya gue males banget flashback tapi gatau kenapa gue kalo lagi bengong malah mikir yang dulu2 hm aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa gimana coba caranya ngilangin,ngelupain ato apalah namanya yang bikin gua sakit?! are you want to give me some solution? I need it! since you broke my heart,since you hurt me, I become like a krazy girl who lost something precious,something that I loves,such as lost my soul :( If you feel what I feel,could read my mind,could understand what I do,I want you to be me,how sick when you tore my heart. But I still love you :( I'll always flashback if I had not recovered from my illness :( might If hurting my heart make you love me more,I'm ready to do it. Then just hurt it again so you can love me much more and more hyuf but now I'm lucky! You treat me much better than before,since you broke my heart away,since you hurt me,you care of me more than before ;') and I'm glad for that! but I'm feeling so comfortable with this situation,he loves me,he cares of me. Fortunately,he's trying to change everything,I'll forgot my pain for a while although I know,it doesn't take a minute. I want you to know that I love you so freaking much :') please don't hurt me again,don't make a pain in my heart. huf oke enough for this! I was quite relieved :') love ya bye

nice thursday :)

oke ya today was so amazing ow god! I really love today hehe wanna know? hem oke last noon,I've hanging out with my boyfie hehe obviously,I really miss him so freaking much until now :) I wish,I'll be with him until my last breathe (excessive) huhu I'll not losing you hm I hope! Its great anyway! last noon I could see his smile directly :) hehe he kissed my cheek,he kissed my forehead,he kissed my nose and he kissed my lips :) hihi he hugged me very tightly hehe love him so deep huf oke finish yaaa,I'm going to bed,my boyfie would be angry if I break the rules fufufu~~ okey bye blog see ya in da USA (?) hm smooch <3

whatta fuckin' night

hey blog this is my 3rd posting today hum bytheway I wanna sleep but...................my feeling not in the good,I don't know why. my boyfie so annoying tonite ah made me like a fvckin' girl huf I'm sorry boy,I don't know why,suddenly my mood has gone huf I think tomorrow I will stay at home 'cause I couldn't go anywhere hmm actually,I'm so sleepy but I don't want to sleep,it seems I will not sleeping tonite :) huf oke finish ya,I wanna listen my song oops hahaha

unmood

hallo blog hem langsung deh gue males basa basi-______- kesel banget nih gue. nih ya rencananya hari ini kan gue mau jalan sama rifki terus pas kemaren hari minggu sodara gue nelfon kalo dia mau ke kalimantan dan semua sepupu2 gue pun ikut terus dia ngomong sama nyokap gua,eh kata bunda gua suruh ikut bokap terus sama bokap dibolehin. okelah gua batalin janji sama rifki hm terus kan berangkat nya senin sore eh sampe siang pun gue belum dapet tiket,adasih tapi beda pesawat males banget -______- oke di tanyain ke sepupu2 gue ada yang batal apa gak ternyata gak hah kesel gua jadiny. udah batalin janji sama rifki gara2 mau ke kalimantan eh gak dapet tiket sial,dari awal aja gua gamau hhhh hem terus sore nya si reza tania tb sama kirana gue ajak kerumah,terus alesan nya macem2. ada yang bilang ada acara keluarga lah,cabut bareng temen lah eh ternyata adam ngasih tau mereka lagi pada jalan bareng aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa tai gak sih?!!!!!!!!!!! kesel banget nih sama ini hari huf terus besok gue mau jenguk temen gue eh gak ada yang nganter tambah bete tau gak brengsek!!!!!!!!!! bunuh diri nih gue lama2 -__- lebe.udah ya bye

I'm taking from a song

"You picked up my pieces and put me together. There's no way you'd ever know. That my heart was breaking. Cause you came and threw me a line. I was falling apart but now I'm falling forever. For someone who won't let go. My love's a token. Because of you I'm broken. Now every piece of my heart id falling back into place."

"Time stops...When I'm with you I count the seconds,I got. cause every minute I was something,I'm not. You give them back to me. It's like history,don't mean a thing. When I try to run away I can't hide. I'm in the dark and all I see is your light. And you're shining brighter than anything. I've ever seen."

I'm taking from a song:)

misery in da happiness

morning blog,I just woke up from my nice sleep hyuuff enough ya,i'm so tired for yesterday so today I wanna stay at home,just stay at home dude! but maybe it's impossible 'cause my dad ask me to going somewhere huh very 'well' dad! bytheway last night I've trouble................hem I can't sleep gulz,just it! hahaha then my boyfie get angry to me huhu I'm so sorry darling :( oke,what time is it? hem 10.25? huf anyway I haven't showered,I haven't eaten hahah still in front of my lappie :p very lazy.............................but still fragrant dund hahahah smooch<3 huf bytheway ya,I really miss you blog huhu are you miss me? I'm hopping! hahaha you're my second boyfie ckck don't to be jealous rifki heheh oh ya,want to know? hem I don't care bout your answer haha you've to know. tomorrow I would meet my rifki HEHEHE can't wait ;p he ask to me to wearing my red dress,he likes me when I wear that :p actually,I'm lazy but because I wear the dress for him so I would wear it as beautiful as possible hehehe what should I do now? I don't have a job,just eating,watching and sleeping beauty -_- just it! It seems,my weight will increase during this holiday,it's nightmare for me! oke I will be doing something more important than writing a post hehe want to know it? hem I'm gonna take bath hehe after that i'll be back,see ya catch you later. I Love Rifki <3 smooch

klarifikasi

gue rasa posting2 gue kata2 gue yang sama mantan gue itu cuma omongan belaka-__- gak pernah gua masukin hati deh.....!!!! cuma sekedar suka doang ternyata gue sama mantan gue,kenapa gue jadian ya dulu? -_-" "akusayangbangetsamakamu" itu bohong deh kayaknya,yang gue rasain bener2 sayang banget itu sama rifki,bener2 gamau kehilangan,gamau dia jauh dari gue. hem berarti yang kemaren2 cuma gue mainin yah? --' JAHAT AMAT ckck bodo amat dah haha gak mikirin ckck

SMILE - Uncle Kracker

You´re better then the best
I´m lucky just to linger in your life
Cooler then the flip side of my pillow that´s right
Completely unaware
Nothing can compare to where you send me
Lets me know that it´s ok yeah it´s ok
And the moments where my good times start to fade

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed sing like a bird
Dizzy in my head spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh you make me smile

Even when you´re gone
Somehow you come along
Just like a flower poking through the sidewalk crack and just like that
You steal away the rain and just like that

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed sing like bird
Dizzy in my head spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh you make me smile

Don´t know how I lived without you
Cuz everytime that I get around you
I see the best of me inside your eyes
You make me smile
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed sing like bird
Dizzy in my head spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh you make me smile
Ohh you make me smile
Ohh you make me smile

no tittle

this is my real love :)

me and my love :)

I ♥ Rifki Dwi Pambudi

Saturday 19th June 2010 at 02:44am

hello bloggie,yah i'm back after all this time. i'm not care 'bout this site hahah but now i'm back baby ckck sorry yaaaa :) how are you anyway? fine? huf good hehe i'm fine too blog hehe well,I will to tell you 'bout my story hehe sorry banget ya baru cerita gue baru ngurus blog lagi soal nya,hem sebenernya gatau ya gue mau cerita apaan sekarang tapi................hem okedeh jadi waktu itu ya blog.gue udah mau putus sama cowok gue,karena apa? karena gue capeeekkkk :( huf capek sama semua nya,gue capek cemburu,gue capek marah2 sama dia,gue capek ngadepin dia yang cuma bisa 'JANJI',capek banget dibohongin. hati gue udah cukup sakit hem sekalinya sayang sama cowok malah kayak gini hehe sebenernya gue paling gak suka diboongin tp ikhlas kok gue :'p mungkin dia kira gua bego kali yah sampe berani ngeboongin gue,mungkin dia pikir gua gak bakal tau,padahal gue selama diem2 bukan berarti gue gatau apa2 tapi gue cuma mau tau sampe mana dia bisa boongin gue,sampe hati gue sakit kayak gini kali ya hm ngeboongin nya itu sama sahabat gua sendiri lagi?! sakit gak tuh kalo lo jadi gue? haha yap setiap gue curhat sama orang mereka selalu lebih respect ke cowok gue dibanding ke gue,mungkin karena mereka gatau juga kali ya gimana di posisi gue hm dan gatau kenapa gue sekarang udah bener2 ngelepas mungkin terkesan gak peduli ya,exp: "kalo dia ngulangin lagi,mungkin gua bakalan diem aja gak marah,gak tegur tapi cuma ngeluarin 1 kata buat jawab semuanya,putus." dan mungkin gua gak bakalan think twice lagi. karna kesempatan itu cuma dateng sekali,sedangkan gue? ngasih kesempatan kedia 3 kali hm trs skrg gua ngasih kesempatan lagi,it means gue siap disakitin lagi :) aduh males banget sih sebenernya bahas ini lagi tapi masih banget nih pengen ngeluarin semuanyaa,gue lupa kalo gue punya blog:) gue inget banget sama masalah sebelum ini,gue bilang gini:
Y:me, X:mr.boy

Y: yaudah aku kasih lagi kamu kesempatan hm
X: beneran?gak terpaksa kan?
Y: bener,engga kok :)
X: makasih ya
Y: iya,tapi kalo kamu ngulangin lagi aku gamau ksh kamu kesempatan lagi
X: "iya aku janji,kalopun aku ngulang lagi aku gk bakal terima kesempatan dari kamu"

inget banget gue heheh :'p tp kayaknya dia lupa hmm jadi sekarang mau lo apa sell? mau gue?? hem ya let's see aja deh,gue liat perubahan dia hm tp kalo sampe sekarang gue udh liat kok perubahan sedikit demi sedikit tapi.................................gue masih punya niat kalo gua mau bales dia,biar dia ngerasain gimana jadi gue,tp gue gak tega,sejahat2nya dia sama gue dia kan selalu ada buat gue,terlalu baik buat gua bales jahatin hmm well,berusaha positive thinking aja lah gk usah diambil pusing hehe yaudah deh gue mau ngepost yang lain :P hehe bye blog I LOVE RIFKI