hey

hallo :) gue udah putus hehe dan itu karna adanya orang ketiga hehehe masih gak nyangka aja bakalan diginiin tapi yaudahlah gue ikhlas,mungkin cuma ini yang bisa bikin lo puas :) yaa gue gak ngedoain lo apa2,gue doain aja yang terbaik :) gue gak benci lo ataupun perempuan itu,gue juga tau gue perempuan,gue ngerti. jadi gue aja yang ngalah hehe mudah2an gue aja yang lo giniin,jangan perempuan itu,kasian kalo dia rasain apa yang gue rasain sekarang................sakit banget. baik2 ya kalian,jangan berantem2 :) hem dia lebih baik dari gue,dan dia lebih segala2nya,gue gak ada apa2nya jelas lo lebih milih dia :) gue ikhlas,ikhlas banget. jangan sakitin perempuan itu,gimanapun juga dia itu perempuan bukan mainan....semoga kalian langgeng yaaa :) byeee

fuck!!! it's really really hurt

Hay!!! Huf mau cerita aja! Hubungan gue hampir kandas,gak ada yang bisa dipertahanin lg gue rasa. Jadi tinggal tunggu waktu aja deh dia mutusin gue :) udah siap lahir batin kok gue hehe sakiiiiiit banget diginiin,serius deh sakit banget. Diboongin,disia2in,dibuang kayak sampah! Ya mungkin emang karma kali buat gue :'D hufff dia nya aja udh gak peduli. Gue janji kok mulai skrg gue gak akan kasih kabar2 tentang gue ke dia :) dan makanya skrg gue lebih suka sendiri trs lebih suka ngilang hufff sakit jujur sakit banget. Gue nilai dia baik,gak mungkin kayak gini,keluarga gue juga udah setuju,tapi malah diginiin :') gue gak marah tapi,gue mau bilang makasih aja :) gak nyangka banget. Sumpah diluar dugaan banget! Mudah2an lo bisa dapet yg lbh dari gue :) insyallah ya :) gue gak mau mutusin lo,karena gue tau gue yang salah,jadi sebaiknya gue tunggu lo aja yang mutusin gue :) I love you rifkidp. Gatau lagi harus apa,gue udah usaha berubah,tapi kayaknya gak ada yg berubah :') jangan lakuin semuanya setengah2,if you're going to stay,then stay it forever and if you're going to leave then do it today. Jangann lakuin semuanya setengah2 karena itu bisa bikin sakiiiit. Thanks&bye rdp.

empty time

hay good night,I just got home since 1 hour ago. hah I just so exhausted,after school I go to tangcity for ef,fortunately with rifki if not..........huh i didn't know what should i do. oke let's tell about something sel. hem after school,I had go to ef for got some course. of course with rifki&rijal. we're arrived there at 3 o'clock,they have accompany me there. but they're back to home very quickly huh then they left me alone. oke then i'm waiting for my friend,she's amandalia,she didn't come but someone just called my name then I know he's my coursemate,he's Goldius hem terus dia ngajak gua ke kelas daripada bengong di bengsol sendiri yaudeh ke atas. udah ah skip soal goldi. gue mau cerita soal cowok gue deh tapi takut soalnya dia suka buka blog gue sih ngok. cuma penasaran aja kenapa akhir2 ini si rifki sering jealous ya huf udah gak percaya lagi kali ya sama gue? i think so. he didn't understand what i mean is. he's judge me from my words not from my heart please boy use your heart to believe me that i love you so much. huf apa emang bener kali ya dia udah gak percaya sama gue lagi? sedih amat. tapi demen liat dia jealous gitu,lucu hahaha udah ah cuma mau post ini aja,bingung mikirnya kelamaan kalo posting banyak2 hem bye

untittle

Hey guys,long time no post,do ya' miss me? I think so ;) hehe uhh I'm very lazy to post something here,but now I'm boring with my time,I don't know what should I do so I wanna post some story. We're starts from my new school. Yap my new school is so annoying and weird hem my schoolmates,my classmates are very annoying too. Finish bout school. Bout my love.....yaaaa we're fine! But he's got jealous with my coursemate,I don't know. He's just my friend :( he's funny,many people wants to be his friend but rifki didn't like if I'm playing with him. Rifki is thinking that he's loves me,likes me huh. But it's okay Goldi nothing special,Rifki more than special ;) byebye Goldi hoho we're still friends,but I couldn't be your friend like before,it's so close,bener kan ki? Hem padahalkan,We're in the same room at ef,previously we didn't know each other then until you notice me and cares of me and now we're friends :) but yaaa nope lah,I love my boyf,I won't he's become a negative thinker hem I really want to let him go,to let him doing what he want but he's won't! I need my freedom but I need your protect too. Oh guys could you imagine it? Actually what I want? You don't know?! Me either! Oke enough for tonite,I'm posting with these heavy eyes,poor. Bye

My Future

haha this is my second post :) oke such as the tittle yap,I would to tell you about my future hehe wanna know about it? oke read this until done! I want to be a Police Woman,do you know police woman?! yap people who always handle important cases,such as murder,robbery,rape and others ;p hahaha but I also want to be a detective,might If I couldn't become a Police woman or lady cop ha-ha I would become a great and famous detective,amin. I want to be like Conan Edogawa or Jupiter Jones. Tau gak Jupiter Jones? hem dia itu punya group detective yang namanya........kebetulan gue lupa hm dengan 2 orang temannya yaitu Pete Crenshaw and Bob Andrews ;) mereka punya kelebihan masing2 ini dia:
Jupiter Jones: punya kemampuan deduktif dan ingatan yang sangat kuat
Pete Crenshaw: atletis dan jago olahraga (sedikit gk nyambung sama detektif,tp ini yg bisa gue simpulin)
Bob Andrews: cerdas dan banyak akal
pengen banget deh lo semua jadi kayak mereka?! apalagi gue? tapi sayangnya itu hanya di komik,lo harus baca komik Alfred Hitcock,seruuu!!!! tapi gue pengen jadi polwan juga hm apalagi kalo dibagian yang nanganin kasus2 gitu,megang pistol aaaaaaaaaaaa gila!!! keren!!! terus dengan gagah perkasa tuh kan ya aduh aduh pengen pengen hihi udah ah lama2 gila gua kayak gini terus bye

wrought up

hello blog happy sunday bytheway (: wish ur day was fine hm oke now I want to tell you 'bout my feeling. I don't know why,my feeling so wrought up,nervous,anxious etc. what's wrong with me? I'm nervous abvt him! what's wrong with him?! where's him now?! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa give me some information huf bye

Give It To Me - Timbaland feat.Nelly Furtado & Justin Timberlake

[Timbaland]
Is it going? Is it going?
Is it going? Is it going?
I don't know.. what you're lookin' for

Oh yea boss
Come on

[Nelly Furtado]
I'm the type of girl to look you dead in the eye-eye
I'm real as it come if you don't know why I'm fly
Seen you tryna switch it up but girl you ain't that dope
I'm a Wonder Woman, let me go get my rope
I'm a supermodel and mami, si mami
Amnesty International got Bangkok to Montauk on lock
love my ass and my abs in the video called "Promiscuous"
My style is ri-dic-dic-diculous, 'diculous, 'diculous

[Nelly + (Justin)]
If you see us in the club, we'll be actin' real nice
If you see us on the floor, you'll be watchin' all night
We ain't here to hurt nobody
(So give it to me, give it to me, give it to me)
Wanna see you work your body
(So give it to me, give it to me, give it to me)

[Timbaland]
When Timbo is in the party, everybody put up they hands
I get a half a mil' for my beats, you get a couple gra-an-and
Never gonna see the day that I ain't got the upper hand
I'm respected from Californ-I-A, way down to Japan
I'm a real producer and you just a piano man
Your songs don't top the charts, I heard 'em, I'm not a fa-an-an
Niggas talkin' greasy, I'm the one that gave them they chance
Somebody need to tell them that they can't do it like I can

[Nelly + (Justin)]
If you see us in the club, we'll be actin' real nice
If you see us on the floor, you'll be watchin' all night
We ain't here to hurt nobody
(So give it to me, give it to me, give it to me)
Wanna see you work your body
(So give it to me, give it to me, give it to me)

[Justin Timberlake]
Could you speak up and stop mu-mumbling, I don't think you came in clear
When you're sittin' on the top, it's hard to hear you from way up here
I saw you tryin' to act cute on TV, "Just let me clear the air..."
We missed you on the charts last week, damn, that's right you wasn't there
If se-sexy never left, then why's everybody on my shi-it-it
Don't hate on me just because you didn't come up with it
So if you see us in the club, go on and walk the other way
Cause our run will never be over, not at least until we say

[Nelly + Justin]
If you see us in the club, we'll be actin' real nice
If you see us on the floor, you'll be watchin' all night
We ain't here to hurt nobody
(So give it to me, give it to me, give it to me)
Wanna see you work your body
(So give it to me, give it to me, give it to me)

[Nelly (Justin)]
Oh.. (Damn, improve)
Oh.. (Damn, improve)
Oh.. (Damn, improve)
Oh.. (Damn, improve)

Oh.. (Damn, improve)
Oh.. (Damn, improve)
Oh.. (Damn, improve)
Oh.. (Damn, improve)

[Nelly + Justin]
... club, we'll be actin' real nice
If you see us on the floor, you'll be watchin' all night
We ain't here to hurt nobody
(So give it to me, give it to me, give it to me)
Wanna see you work your body
(So give it to me, give it to me, give it to me)

If you see us in the club, we'll be actin' real nice
If you see us on the floor, you'll be watchin' all night
We ain't here to hurt nobody
(So give it to me, give it to me, give it to me)
Wanna see you work your body
(So give it to me, give it to me, give it to me)

Give ur love for me rifki ;p