good morning :)

hello bloggie,good morning :) how the hell are you bytheway? not bad rite? hum oke me too :) hehe this morning,I'm gonna tell you about something but................hm anyway what time is it guys? 4:48pm yah? hahah it was so amazing dude,I'm still up. oops sorry I mean suddenly I'm woke up from my sleepwell huh bytheway I was very upset in this morning because I couldn't sleep anymore since I woke up then I tried to calling my boyfie but he didn't woke up okey now I'm online guys fyuh~ anyway gue lagi mau flashback nih,sebenernya gue males banget flashback tapi gatau kenapa gue kalo lagi bengong malah mikir yang dulu2 hm aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa gimana coba caranya ngilangin,ngelupain ato apalah namanya yang bikin gua sakit?! are you want to give me some solution? I need it! since you broke my heart,since you hurt me, I become like a krazy girl who lost something precious,something that I loves,such as lost my soul :( If you feel what I feel,could read my mind,could understand what I do,I want you to be me,how sick when you tore my heart. But I still love you :( I'll always flashback if I had not recovered from my illness :( might If hurting my heart make you love me more,I'm ready to do it. Then just hurt it again so you can love me much more and more hyuf but now I'm lucky! You treat me much better than before,since you broke my heart away,since you hurt me,you care of me more than before ;') and I'm glad for that! but I'm feeling so comfortable with this situation,he loves me,he cares of me. Fortunately,he's trying to change everything,I'll forgot my pain for a while although I know,it doesn't take a minute. I want you to know that I love you so freaking much :') please don't hurt me again,don't make a pain in my heart. huf oke enough for this! I was quite relieved :') love ya bye